Former baseball player and infamous steroid snitch Jose Canseco shot himself in the middle finger, reportedly while he was attempting to clean a gun.

KLAS-TV reported Tuesday evening that Canseco had accidentally capped himself with his .45 caliber handgun in his Las Vegas home.

Canseco went through surgery, but it’s unclear whether or not his finger will have to be amputated.

Canseco’s fiancée told the Los Angeles Times that he’ll never have full use of his left hand again.

“I heard the gun go off and saw his middle finger hanging by a string,” she said of the incident.

Canseco has been arrested six times for aggravated battery and other offenses. And he owns guns. Take from that what you will.